Okay, so I have a couple of friends who were apparently serious when they said "Call us if you need anything," when Matt left. Shane "just happened" to be online today. He took his laptop to work and left it online. I messaged him, because it was easier than looking for my phone. So he and Ben just came over.
I'm so glad that Adrienne and Matt insisted that I call someone. (You too Aubri, even though I read your comment after the fact).
I feel so much better. More at peace.
I'm being looked out for, and thought of and prayed for. AND my problems aren't as bad as I think they are.
I do have a tendency to freak out, don't I?