Monday, October 26, 2009

A bad case of the blahs

So I admit it, I've been having a hard time lately. I thinks it's sort of a depression, but not a crying/sad kind, or a suicidal kind, more an "I can't get motivated" or "I don't care" kind. Might be a medication issue, although at last test my thyroid levels came back normal.

I'm not even overly tired (though I am a little). I just have no desire to do anything. It's hard, because I don't want to feel this way. It just feels like I'm hiking up a sand dune, and I'm at the point where I don't even care about getting to the top anymore.

Blah.

((don't get too concerned, I'm sure I'll be okay in a few days))

2 comments:

sweetpea#1 said...

I was feeling that way for months now and I finally started a new med and now I am hypomanic. It hit a few days ago and over half of my home is extremely clean and I will have the other half done by the end of tomorrow. I understand what you are saying because until a few days ago, I was feeling like I had no desire to really function beyond the necessary. I made myself change diapers, feed kids, dress them, go to work, and whatever else I was obligated to do, but everything was work. Hang in there and know that you will get through it. Hugs.

2feetonearth1inthestars said...

I too am very very blah hun. i've also been pretty down too. I think it's with the holidays coming up